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uhhhhhhh.......

now i'm confused!! i cant make my decision yet sama ada aku terima dia atau tidak..

ermmm and last night..was make me miserable! mr.O just text me and said
"SALAM.. ADA CALON BARUKAN? :( "

seems like he still hoping for me but like i said, i won't turning back for you.okay then i'll be honest here,the reason i'm breaking upwith him is..

1.bcoz of my friends.they hate him very much bcoz treat me like a DOLL..

2.bcoz he keep hurting and hurting me.

3.i have to sacrifice for his happy-ness( i think he kinda like somebody else,and i not sure about it but i think yes)

4.is for my own good

now you know why i choose this way kan? 
just now at the kenduri,my cousin just ask me...

k:kenapa kmu dua break?
me:ntah la..pnjang critanya..
k:knpa? sayangg nyaa..
me:adalahh..
k:ak tgok about me kmu dua tu mcm sma jak..pastu dy always remember bla bla bla....
me:ntahla..ak pun nda taw (just smiling)
k:ouhh..okay..

yes i still sayang dgn kau but now..its too late.nasi sudah jadi bubur and nothings change! urmm its hard for me but i know life must go on and just forget about the past and open a new book and start a new life..
<3

OMG! i cant believed it that he still hoping for me since long time before i breakup with someone.he seems like hoping so much and i cant think even promise to him that i would accept him in my life.i like him but i dont know how much my feeling to hima and it make me confused to accept or reject.when he confessed his feeling to me i dont know what to do.its just something new for me because i just brokeup with "R"(not the full name) and now "F"(not the full name)  just ask me to be his partner.

iqbal said that i should give him a change for 1 to 2 months if we comfort with each other,just go on with the releasionship and tell him the things that i like and dislike very much!!!

it confussed me.yes truly that i'm still in love with my ex soo much that it is hard for me to forget him in a short time like this and go for someone else just because that im trying to forget the ex.its impossible for me to do such a thing like that.because im not a kindda person like BITCHESS!! that has a spare part banyak2.im not kindda person okay!


soo,give me some spaces and time to think this seriously and deeply for giving you the right answer.


till then...

firstly,i'm actually freakindamnshit broken heart because i have to lose you. i know that i had made a right decision(yeah!!) soo form now i have to look forward and not turning back.this is the ridht choice for me and for you also.i know that we both sad but i know u can do it and i too.(yakin duhh!!) hehehe.. this time my post not too long.nothing i can tell much now.but one thing that i'm always pray the best for you.<3

okay till the next one..:D 

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